kembali melakukan

actually benda ni da mmg lama aq x buat since aq bz... hobi yang terpaling la suka, tp x tau cmne bley plak aq ketepikan time aq bz..... uhhuuuukkkk...

cuti yang x bape nk panjang ni, aq kembali bergiat aktif melakukan hobi aq yang satu nie... sngt seronok melayan hobi yg satu nie... bace novel.. mmg da lama x buat bnda nie... since cuti ni, aq da khatam almost 10 novel yg tebalnye 300 smthng... sehari satu novel... hehehehehhehehe...kalau la dpt bace buku sal stdy cmne, mmg pro la aq... hahhahaha, tp malangnya, bkn buku stdy yang menjadi pilihan tgan dan jari jemari aq.. seronok melayan novel, smpai x sedar aq da abiskan novel tu dlm  masa 1 hari...

bab penulisan ni mmg aq suke... dr kecik lg mmg dh d ajar utk membaca.... mamy abah suro bace buku plajaran, tp bese lar...aq kan anak yg notty.... bkn buku plajaran yg di pegang...novel gak yang menjadi pojaan hatiku... kalau buku sekolah tu sesedap citer dlm novel tu nak gak la aq pegangkan... ini x, mmg la aq xnk pegang,,, hahahhahhhha....

novel yang pertama dan terakhir bley buat aq touching is CINTA PERTAMA.... terbitan alaf21... cter ni sngt best+romantik+bnyk nilai2 murni.. walaupun bnyk dugaan dlm cter nie....dia ttp best.. nurul iman and carl zafran... and second novel yg sngt menarik smpai aq baca bnyk kali is KEMELUT KASIH... also terbitan alaf 21... hehehehehehe...kalau korang nak tawu...koleksi and novel yang aq paling suka nak bace is novel terbitan alaf21.. sbb cter dia xde la tlalu mengarut and cter dia tersusun... senang nk di fahami mksd penulis tu...

mungkinkah????

bila tgk kwn2 grad... bangganya, grad da diaorg.. best nye laa kan.. aku???? hurmmmmm lambat ag kot...
grad yg btl2 keje lambat ag... grad yg x keje da grad pn... hehheheheehe....tp takad simpan jek laa dlm fail, buat kenangan.. (bley plak cm2)... ape jek laaa... next year...bakal berakhir penantian, yg selama nie di nantikan.. hope, akan berakhir dgn baik.. insyaallah. amin..

bile ingat2 smla, mcm ramai jek da mber2 aq yg da dpt title puan kan... hehehehehhee... tahniah la korang.. parents muda, orait la tu...

btyway...sangat2 miss kat mber2 sekolah aq dlu... and ofkos la yg rapat kan... almaklumlaaa everything do it together... but now, sume da jauh2.....membawa cita2 masing2...but lebih tepat, mengejar cita2 masing2... tinggal laa 2 ketul lg kat cini, yg mmg hometown kt cini... hahahahhaha...but, takad arini antara kiteorg ni xde lagi la yg da dpt tittle mummy and daddy... ekkekekekekeke, sape dulu, sape last x tawu la kan... mungkinkah abg sulung akan mulakan langkah???? mungkinkah akak tengah???hahahhahahahhaa... just wait n see k.... sape dulu yg akan merasmikan... lalalallaalla.... 4 sekawan........

teringat kisah zaman sekolah mmg sngt2 la lucu... tp best, sbb enjoy da moment... sngt2 enjoy...cuma ofkos la time nk pisah tu sedih kan..... haaaaaa, td jumpe la ex sifu... soalan biasa ditanya... awk kt mne skrng ni??? da kawin da?..... adoiiiii lemah btl la nk jwb soalan kedua tuuu.... xmoo laaaa, muda ag kottt... haishhhhh.. bagi laluan kat abg and akak dlu....x baik potong line.. ekekekekekekkeke... but, sngt2 miss kat korang yg sekepala+sekutu+senakal+sesemak+sepembuli...................

kemaafan

perkataan yang sngt senang diucapkan... tp adakah setulus hati kita memohon kemaafan dan adakah kita sejujurnya menghulurkan kemaafan tu??... maaf sy salah..maaf sy bnyk buat silap... sy harap awk dpt maafkan sy... ape lg??? siyes, mmg senang sngt nk diungkapkan nak dilafazkan...tp bg org yg nk bg kemaafan tu, mungkinkah semudah abc semudah 123 utk memaafkan???.........

masing2 ade jwpn masing2... so, jwb la dgn diri sndri....
 memberikan kemaafan adalah satu sifat yang mulia, memaafkan insan lain adalah perbuatan yang baik....
mampukah seseorang itu, bergantung pada dirinya...

 I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

 I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

 I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

 I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

 All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

 There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

no title...juz from deep in my heart.

lama da rasenye x create smthing dlm blog ni... tp stiap kali nk create smthng dlm blog ni ade jek perkara yang jadi... bezanya perkara tu hapy or sad jek... tp kali ni... huhhhhh... susahnyaaaaa....sangat2 menyedihkan. nk story pn x bole, x story pn x bole.... yg mampu aq buat, simpan dlm ati... mungkin ke aq dpt buat cm2?...

sakitnya !!!! sangat2....